last night i was going to post a log, but i caught up with things at home, here it is:

well i finally watched that x movie clip. i bet its the beginning of the movie. its awesome, completely worth it. (the background music sort of sucks, but whatever). well my dad call awhile after i posted the blog underneath this one and he told me he sent something, but it hasnt arrived. and when i got home tio chino and titi miriam also called. i talked to the whole family! :D sort of, my abuelo tito also called. and so did dwight, and along with dwight i was able to speak to israel and michelle. ivonne and alexis where there too and they all sent happy birthdays! yey! dont i have friends who love me!? raymond hasnt called tho >.< and christian ... well i dont even expect a call from him! in school i wrote in my hand (yes, in english) "today is my brithday!!" everybody who noticed it said "congrats" yey! well natalie - some girl at my class who's really nice and knows dwight - talked to joel about me. she asked him why was him ignoring me, he told her that he wasn't -he just hadnt had time to talk to me- oh and he said that the way he saw me had never changed ever since he knew i liked him. i said that was a lame excuse, but natalie said that at least it was something. i guess she's right. he spent the whole english class smiling at me, a few times i smiled back but others i looked at him with a face i could tell it said "so what?" - im such a bitch. the last time i saw him he was tying some girls shoe! aaaa! thats so maddening! to see the guy you like tying some other girl shoe! i ran out of the classroom basically, so that i didnt see him.

ok, i wrote that yesterday. dwight called at night after that, like he said he would. we talked for long, he told me his dad is in jail for not paying the child support. his dad ows his mom $30,000. and according to dwight he recieves $50,000 a year from his job. i told that dwight -with all apologys- but that his dad deserved it. he had this really funny cd on, lol. at night my dad caled to see if the thing he sent me had arrived - which hasnt- he's so upset, oh well.

today is my brithday! yey! im turning 15 unbelieveable! im rewarding myself by downloading some movie clip about x. it will be done in about 1hour 40 minutes - i've been downloading it since yesterday!

i've been kind of off with all my talking about Joel since he has ignored me -well we talked once but he just offered a jolly rancher and stupid me said no!- i guess its because he knows. now i'am confused i know i like him but its not like many times before i've liked other guys. i'm not obssedsed, yeah he's on my mind, i think about him, but its not the same! for good ol' sakes i like zac hanson more than i like him! yea! and today i aint going to worry damnit! i'm gonna have fun! :P

yesterday i had a wondeful end of day! woohoo! some girl -whom in didnt know at the time- told me she would help me with Joel so she went up to him -she didnt even know him- and started talking to him about me. she told me she said things like "she looks likes shes a good person, give her a chance" "dont pay attention to her fisic" and he said "ok, i'll give her my phone number" i didnt want him to know i like him! :( but still Joel sat down (and was polite enough to say "sit down next to me") and we talked and yeah he gave me his cell phone number and i gave him my number and of course neither of us called. oh well.

today i'm going to make the arrangements so that i can start algebra with the 11th graders since i alredy took the one i'am studying at the moment. i know i'am not going to get grades-as-good if i stay with my group and i will not see Joel as often, but i get so damn bored in angebra class! and i need to learn new things. anyways i CAN do it! i can get good grades. yeah ^_^

oh oh! what i wanted to write about that today is dwights birthday! he's only 14! aww! im going to go send him an e-card

well, yesterday we camed back at 8pm from San German. (catzuki and pequeña are sleeping on my bed! how cute!). i learned about my mothers family like crazy. i met the infamous "tape" cousins, uncle, and aunt. and i finally asked my mom about the house we were staying (i have stayed there a bunch of times but i never had the courage to ask anything about it). my mom told me the goverment had declared the whole street were the house was ubicated a historical monument. that the house was around 90 years old, and it belonged to my great-aunt's grandfather. no wonder its so darn creepy! its a horrible house to stay in. i got the miterverse on the way to San German too. and my mom gave me some panadol pm, and i went to sleep in the middle of the trip. i thought about Joel all the weekend. finally today i'am going to see him. i'm really really falling in love. *knocks head againts keyboard* frhmo

i wanted to write about something but i forgot ... (?)_(?) oh well; catzuki and pequeña still look adorable on my bed !! he's sitting corderito-style!! aww!

well, today i had a great day (sort of). my biology teacher didnt come in today so we had a few hours to "socialize". Joel started talking to me! we sat down and we got to know each other better. I asked him all those little details I alredy knew, and all those big ones I didnt, like about his family and stuff. He lives with both parents and a older brother in 12th grade by the way ^_^ His parents sound strict, especially his mom. Any mom is tho. His so sweet! Im really going overboard here.

well the bad part of my day was that i had to walk home, because my mother wasnt there at 4:30pm and i left too quickly according to her, because she was there 15 minutes later. anyways she camed home and started screaming at me and told me to get in the car because we were going out to pick up my cousin, since tomorrow were leaving for San German and i told her that i was tired and wanted to stay and after a few good seconds of fighting she said i could stay, but i had to turn the air conditoner off because it was just too early (i turned it off a few minutes ago HA! she left at 5pm or something). oooo today the AC was installed in my room and i did a room change for the second time this year.

today is my sisters birthday i've only seen her to scream at her. lol. poor sis of mine, blah who cares. (i feel bad tho). catzuki is missing again i should go and look out for him.

im going to school late because i dont have health class this morning, and my other classmates are in PE, heres my school schedule (all times are PM):

mondays, wednsdays, thursdays and fridays

12:30 - 1:20: Health
1:20 - 2:10: Algebra I
2:10 - 3:00: Puertorrican History
3:00 - 3:50: Biology
3:50 - 4:40: Spanish
4:40 - 5:30: English

tuesdays

12:30 - 1:15: Health
1:15 - 1:55: Algebra I
1:55 - 2:40: Puertorrican History
2:40 - 3:20: Biology
3:20 - 4:05: Lab
4:05 - 4:45: Spanish
4:45 - 5:30: English

well, on english i sit right next to Joel but we barely get that class! the last 2 days we have leaving school around 4pm and we dont get english! arg! still he smiles at me all the time, its so adorable! and he has helped me alot, i learned his mother is an english teacher (he told me) so he knows the basics in english. enough for school.

i called dwight yesterday since there is a girl in my class who happens to be the best friend of his ex-girlfriend. he was like "nooo she brings back bad memories" poor him. he told me christian is tall! really tall. thats something i would like to see! a taller christian, but he says he's lazier than ever, a few days ago christian told dwight to tie up his shoes. o.O he says raymond is still, umm in the same height (which is TALL).

my mom is fighthing with me because she says im using the computer too much. today i woke up at 10:30am (!!). i told her i had gone to sleep at 12am but actually it was 12:40am she still freaked out! my grandfather is making me and my sister go with him to meet up with my cousins mother. i hate that lady! i dont want to go! dosent this old man understand that i have school!?!? and i hate her?!?! >_<

im alredy pissed so lets keep writting. my stoopid biology teacher said that she was going to kick some people out of my group because the group was full, if this happens i'am going to FIGHT so my mom can get me into the same school as christian and raymond! because im new, and im alredy starting to fit in and she's going to make me start all over again??? no way. i have to tell my mom so she knows and if i get placed in a new group she'll be prepared to start looking again. i aint going to take that. (and who the heck does she think she is to say she is going to kick people out!?! shes the BIOLOGY teacher!)

im falling in love! >> yep! after more than 2 years without being attracted to someone it seems this school has given me another reason. there is this guy in my class called Joel (common name in puerto rico). he is so nice! he is not exactly "cute" but he is good-looking. like the girl said "not too good not too bad". he's 14. his birthday is december 15 ... he's younger than me ... i dont like that. he plays piano, and has a hell of a sexy voice. he lives nearby. he goes to the same music school as dwight... but they dont know each other since he's starting this year. he's taller than me not for much. he's like 5'4" or 5'5" tall or so, hes thin but has super sexy arms! what makes me more crazy about guys is theyre arms! sexy arms! hell yeah! is it obvious? ok, he's been really nice to me so i guess i dont have anything to fear, right? well, the thing is that i dont want to fall for a guy. its been so long ... and ... they never like me, so its sort of depressing to fall for guys. i like my fake-imaginary boyfriend michael better ... o.O

yesterday i went and i got my first Harry Potter book. i know i'am late, but what the heck. i didnt have much interests in the stories until now. i got "...and the chamber of secrets" because the book store didnt have the first one, i dont think i will be lost tho. i hope i wont be. mom told me thats part of my brithday present and i told her the other thing i wanted was a movie (the X movie!!!). so yeh. my dad knows alredy i want a cd player and my mom is giving me signals that shes ok with making a par-tay. but my brithday is in 9 days!!!!! and i havent done anything.

damn, i have to go to school later on. getting out at 5:30pm IS tiring, even if go with the neighboors or go walking, im always exausted when i get home. and the worst part is i have to get home, to do homework. or i can do it in the morning, but its just not me. since this week my grandfather is in town we go out every night leaving very little time for me to study. >_< thinking of that my grandfather is starting to tick me off, he's so boring and he asks questions about EVERYTHING! arg! like a little baby! "what is that? why is that there? what happening here?" and if people talk that i spend way too much time on the computer, my grandfather is worst. this sucks.

yo yo yo! i think this is the first time ever i've posted from my room! *ponders* yep! its the first time alright! my mom told me i could have internet! yey! i had to wait until today to get it up since the mouse got all fucked up while we brought here, and the phone cords were damaged or too short we had to gte new ones... well i've alredy personalized the computer to my liking, i still have to make my favorites, and some silly stuff, but its MINE! ALL MINE!

damn its almost 11am i have to get ready for school yuck.

grandpa told me he would get me an air conditioner for my birthday! yey! i will have a compy AND an air conditioner. ok, this rocks. yesterday, i was using the computer in my moms room and sleeping in my moms rom, now i'am here! im so happy

well along with my grandfather coming camed in a new computer. the "new" computer is going to my moms room and the old computer (this one) is going to my room. well, i dont know (and i dont think) mom is going to allow me to have internet in my room (i can negociate though), so i dont know what i'am going to do, since i have all my webpage files in this computer, and all my pictures and all my crap! damn, i just hope i can convince my mom to let me use the internet, maybe i can give her the phone cord at night (the thing is that she says i spent too much time on the internet and i forget about my studies), or she can keep an eye on me! its not going to be bad! *maniacal laugh*

school is going not-so-good. in the social deparment. i miss my friends completly! i talked to both Dwight and Raymond. ray asked me if i was going to stay in the school i was now until 12 grade, and i dont know. i asked my mom the same thing and she asked if i didnt like the school, i told her that no, i did not. dwight is moving next year to the same school as raymond and christian, and they want me to go too, so the four of us can be together again. that would be awesome. going thru high school with my buds! ^^ - just the thought of it makes me happy!

i downloaded this thing called "PlayFKiss" that allows me to play with paper dolls in my computer! its pretty cool, especially when i get the dolls at KiSSmet. the girl makes the dolls using pixel art and they all have spiffy clothing!!! she has even made sailor moon sets. thought the sailor stars set dosent work. its a nice way to kill time.

my grandfather is coming today at 3:00pm. he's going to stay at my house for 1 week. my mom is going all bizerk and crap. its so annoying! arg! im hungry. she should get me food! oh and my cousin Fernando Carlo is coming over too, cause he is going to the airport to pick up grandpa. how many days is it to my birthday? 12 days, less than 2 weeks O.O

im here checking out this anime/manga called "GALS!". the artwork its so awesome! the characters looks so spiffy in those awesome clothes! it looks awesome! its so cool, i like GALS!

in the afternoon i went with my neighboor to school. she dropped me off and presented me to all her friends, eek! then i went in alone and the social worker (who is a hunchback, which i found very amusing) told me my group was 10-H. thats the advance group. there are eight 10th grade groups and they start in the letter H and end in the letter O. people complicate themselves! why not start at A?!?! oook anyways. i have to take health class while my group is taking PE. i dont know why, but i dont care, anything is better than PE. i took algebra and puertorrican history. i dont understand why im taking algebra since i took in the 8th grade, but still i basically failed that class o.O but i remember alot and i'm not so behind in that class. my biology teacher was absent today and the school let us go at 4pm because i dont know what. i had to walk home alone! its the worst walk ever! its long and apparently i got my period without noticing while i was at school, and i wasnt felling so well. maybe its the miterverse i dont know. and my grandfather is coming this saturday!! a man is going to be in the house, T_T i alredy have a spanish test TODAY! i dont know if i'am going to take it i have to see. and on friday i have a algebra test. the teacher said he was going to give us the material for the test today so i'm going to see how easy it is and from then decide.

well, the air conditioners are in place. and that sucks everybody sleeps in their own little room, with their stoopid AC's while i sleep in mine with none. then my mom has the NERVE to come in my room at 10pm and tell me to turn the TV off!! I'M the one whos sleeping practically naked! they are cozy in their stupid rooms! mom said she was going to save money to buy me an AC. yeah right. why couldnt she just put the one we had in my room it costs the same (she told me)! and my mom never does anything she says, so i aint going to take her words for real, just to be dissappointed later on.

well, i begin school at 12:30pm today. its looks like i will have to lie to my mom about with who i'am going to go with. the neighboors go with a friend of theirs and since i basically dont know the route to the school ill have to tag along in the car. if my mom founds about this, ill be so dead! ahg! i cant believe i'm doing this. but i cant go alone... and i dont know the way to get there!

some mechanic is coming at 9am to move the air conditioners. the air conditioner thats in my moms room will be at my sisters room and the air conditioner that my uncle gave my mom (that has been at the porch since last year!!) is going to go to my moms room. i told my mom that my sister dosent deserve an air conditioner, her room is a mess! my mom says that it costs more money to put the air conditioner in my room than in hers, since hers has alredy the hole where you put the AC. well, im pissed!

yesterday i went to the mall and i payed the $2.69 dollars i debt those people who sent me the free linkin park cd. i have to remember today is my uncles birthday. im alredy making my brithday present list:

- sony walkman (cdplayer)
- x/1999: the movie
- some cds: michelle branch, american hi fi, etc
- some other stuff

maybe ill log in tomorrow morning to write about my advertures at my 1st day of high school.

my mom sent me an email at 10am saying "congratulations you have been accepted in ?? school" (i aint going to say the name of my school). finally! the battle for a school has ended! tomorrow i start school. now im going with my mom to take pictures of me, and bring them to the school with all that silly information so i can be registered.

i was just at the living room running after the dog because she was making some weird sounds and it looked like she was in trouble. i dropped her next to the cat, which just got the cat annoyed but then when i turn around TADA! a horrible corpse of gigantic cockroach was (and IS) in the living room. thanks goodness the cat killed it before it ever made it to the rooms. that would be the second time this year! i bet it got in when i left all the windows and doors open, the day the cat was missing. hey, if that is the case. then she (or he) was living at the living room for about 2 days! ewwwwwww! that teaches all my cockroach viewers... dont enter my house cause the kitties are going to hunt you down... or my sister will ... cause when i see you ill run run run run ....

i was just at the Michelle Branch listen party for The Spirit Room, her new CD that comes out tomorrow. well, i heard 3 songs and i only liked one, just because it was "everywhere" her single. which rocks. i may come back later to listen to some more.

i may begin school today or possibly tomorrow. i'm unsure. seeing how long its taken i wouldnt be surprised if it took another week! im going to look like sucha wimp when i arrive at class. ugh. its my first time being late for a school year. NEVER NEVER in my life this has happenned, and worst its a new school! :( - Raymond and Christian get to go to the same school. Christian and Dwight are neighboors! Raymond and Dwight practically go out each day together! im stuck with no friends. life is unfair, damn, i wanted to go to that same school that Ray and Chris are going to ... this sucks my friends.

i'm listening to No Doubt -Return of Saturn - bored out of my mind. bleh. i've been working on my shrine to kamui lately. my mother is somewhere. i think shes giving a class or something. well, shes been gone since 9AM! why the hell dosent she come back? damn.

i did call my grandmother. phew. but i didnt call my grandfather who's brithday was the 7th. DOH! im stoopid. too many birthdays in august. my grandfather is coming next week to stay here for a week, since it'll soon be both my sisters and my birthday. my whole family was born in august! rock on! cause my uncles birthday in the 15th and my cousins is the 26th and my sister is the 24th and im last on the 30th... phew ... not to mention all my friends + celebrities who's brithday are in august.... when it comes to my standars august rocks ^-^

i just remembered. today is my grandmothers birthday. i hope i dont forget to call her.

i'm still with no school. not complaining still. but the fact that i will be sooo late when i finally get to a school (any school) is starting to tick me off.

i have this thing in my throat that is starting to bothered me too. every time i move or touch my throat it hurts. mom says it could be some sort of ulcer. like the ones i get in my mouth all the time. ewww. all i hope its that its goes away cause right now life is going good except my body is feeling crap.

i recieved a free linkin' park CD thru the mail 2 days ago (woohoo!). im not going to school, recieving free cds to the mail, umm i also got accepted to work at a wallpapers page. that makes me feel special. im the luckiest bitch in puerto rico at the moment YEA!

that linkin' park CD is awesome. at times it reminds me of korn. which is band i'm not that fond of. but anways every song is good. especially "with you" and umm i forgot the name of the other i liked :D

I feel stomach scramps too much skittles + coke = no good. ooooo

ok (ooooo) umm on sunday when i camed back from the neighboors house at night my (other)neighboors (aka my godparents) cat was in my back yard meowing because she was sick. obviously all my pets when nuts, and the cats were attacking each other and the dog even attacked the cat (but she was put inside) my mom told me to grab catzuki to keep him away from catzilla (ooooo), i was tsanding there doing nothing but looking thru the window when out of nowhere catzilla comes and kind of attacks me (?), damn i dont know what happenned all i know is that the cat broke my JEANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and he left two HUGE scars on the lower part of my butt. i can barely sit, i can barely walk, and i bled like crazy that night. my bed looked like a crime scene afterwards since i couldnt put on bandage because they all fell off. i wanna scratch my cats butt to see if he likes it! HAHA! (ooooo)

damn the skittles too!

Ok, so i havent been admitted to any school yet ... no school wants me because there all full of students. More summer!

i went to the mall with my mom to buy my school stuff yesterday i bought: 2 black jeans at jeans world, umm route 66 shoes i bought at kmart, 1 old navy backpack, 1 old navy pencil case, *thinking*, i bought underwear and all that embarrasing stuff, 2 -5 subject notebooks, 1 jeanbook mini-agenda, and pilot mechanic pencils, oh oh! and this really neat bracelet at Bazaar - I have to look good the 1st day of school!

I start school at 12pm and I get home at 5:30pm (eek!) I have to walk a loong way to get there, but what can I do? I was listening to "Time of your Life" earlier this morning and I'am going to do what Billy Joe says I will have the Time of my life, I have to possitive!!!

I ran into a bunch of people at the mall: Zue C. - our moms talked for like 20 minutes, funny cause they didn't knew each other. Coral! Yey! one of best friends, I hadn't seen Coral for about 3 years now! She looks exactly the same! My mom told her that she should come to my 15th birthday bash! Thats cool, I got her number.

I found some more people but I cant remember.

the simpsons are on tv LMAO!!!!! hahahaha!

this site is pretty cool.

stoopid virtue.nu wont work and wont let me finish my shrine to Kamui! damn you virtue!!

today is friday, school starts on monday and i still dont know where i'am going. ill probably enter schol late this year (yey!)

hello my name is millie, this is my story...

last night while i was taking a bath @ 11PM, while dancing to the Spice Girls "Do It" (yep, I was having a childhood flashback). The lights went out! And my shower-discoteque was o ver, sadly. Then I decided to go out and hang out with my neighboors who will soon become my classmates, ok, some will but stil,l sadly. Then while sitting on the front porch of my front-door neighboor, I got volcanic ashes from the Volcano Mount Sooo,... whatever it is, in my feet (The ashes of the volcano reached Puerto Rico, the floor was covered all over with it), and hence I had this really bad itch and then rash in my feet. Yuck. Then I sat down with the adults around 12AM to talk about school... which school my sis and i were going to how, how will i get there, and how important the quality of the school it had to be for me, since i'm starting high school this year. the lights camed back at 4AM... i was in deep sleep by then, by the sound of my fan...

i would tell of what my friends at girls inc would say, but its just too boring ... :D