last night i was going to post a log, but i caught up with things at home, here it is:

well i finally watched that x movie clip. i bet its the beginning of the movie. its awesome, completely worth it. (the background music sort of sucks, but whatever). well my dad call awhile after i posted the blog underneath this one and he told me he sent something, but it hasnt arrived. and when i got home tio chino and titi miriam also called. i talked to the whole family! :D sort of, my abuelo tito also called. and so did dwight, and along with dwight i was able to speak to israel and michelle. ivonne and alexis where there too and they all sent happy birthdays! yey! dont i have friends who love me!? raymond hasnt called tho >.< and christian ... well i dont even expect a call from him! in school i wrote in my hand (yes, in english) "today is my brithday!!" everybody who noticed it said "congrats" yey! well natalie - some girl at my class who's really nice and knows dwight - talked to joel about me. she asked him why was him ignoring me, he told her that he wasn't -he just hadnt had time to talk to me- oh and he said that the way he saw me had never changed ever since he knew i liked him. i said that was a lame excuse, but natalie said that at least it was something. i guess she's right. he spent the whole english class smiling at me, a few times i smiled back but others i looked at him with a face i could tell it said "so what?" - im such a bitch. the last time i saw him he was tying some girls shoe! aaaa! thats so maddening! to see the guy you like tying some other girl shoe! i ran out of the classroom basically, so that i didnt see him.

ok, i wrote that yesterday. dwight called at night after that, like he said he would. we talked for long, he told me his dad is in jail for not paying the child support. his dad ows his mom $30,000. and according to dwight he recieves $50,000 a year from his job. i told that dwight -with all apologys- but that his dad deserved it. he had this really funny cd on, lol. at night my dad caled to see if the thing he sent me had arrived - which hasnt- he's so upset, oh well.