today is my brithday! yey! im turning 15 unbelieveable! im rewarding myself by downloading some movie clip about x. it will be done in about 1hour 40 minutes - i've been downloading it since yesterday!

i've been kind of off with all my talking about Joel since he has ignored me -well we talked once but he just offered a jolly rancher and stupid me said no!- i guess its because he knows. now i'am confused i know i like him but its not like many times before i've liked other guys. i'm not obssedsed, yeah he's on my mind, i think about him, but its not the same! for good ol' sakes i like zac hanson more than i like him! yea! and today i aint going to worry damnit! i'm gonna have fun! :P