er, like the new layout? i had it in my computer for awhile now, and i was getting sick of pink. so heck lets go with red and daisuke (thats his name right? i cant remember). im watching max-x. i've watched this episode before but its just to damn funny to miss! use e reblogger to tell me your comments about the new layout ^_^

what day is it today?

al the sections were updated. there was no urge to post this but i made an error and the only i could fix it was by republishing the blog.

well... errr. i said weeks. but heck i love this damn site :D - catzuki is missing still. my sister was telling lies to the neighboors about what happened with her and the cat. she was saying mom and i had the cat locked in a cage with only water and that mom wasnt taking care of her (o)_(o)!! umm, catzilla is NOT locked in a cage and my mom IS taking care of her. its kinda funny to think of it. my mom was screaming at her all the way in the car when she camed from school (my sis is taking school on saturdays).

thanks to the -unknown- person and Joey for the encourangement. thank you so much! always appreciated!

im going to post a layout soon. i want to make one for A) halloween or B) zac hansons bday - XD i'm a freak. or maybe one with catzuki ....O_O thats a nice idea, actually...

i was searching thru clubs at anipike.com and found an anime/manga one here in puerto rico. its from the upr (university of puerto rico). i emailed them to see if i could go/join/whatever you want to call it. it sounds like fun actually. maybe i can do something with my boring social life. and btw i have a yahoo! club but its secret so if you like yahoo clubs and x either post a comment or email me

no this is NOT to post what i promise i would post on the last one.

catzuki is missing. badly we may say. i dont think hes coming back we've been looking for him all over our community and hes nowhere to be found... im so sad, and to put this all on top catzilla (my other cat) attacked victoria awhile ago, horrendously. this is not the first time but its defitnely the worst. if she goes to school like that or if we send her to a doctor theyll probably call social services and put an order to kill him. damn. i've been crying all night. im so fucking mad at everything and everyone. i said and i would say it again this wouldnt have happenned if my mother were here. she was instead drinking with her buddies. on her way home when everything happenned, but she wasnt here. me, a 15 year old had to take care of my uncontrollable sister. just lost my dear cat and about to loose my other... all this while fucking people are trying to anniliate each other. its just not the best of times. i dont have my friends with me. i dont have my family. i dont have myself. i'm not me.

+i was going to post this on 26/sep but i couldnt. from all this i think im going to put the site on hold for a couple of weeks until i feel like postin' again... +

catzuki is missing :( since around 6pm on saturday. im so scared! we have been looking for him ALL day! we just cant fnd him, we were out for about 20mins in the car looking for him and he didnt show up we saw alot of cats but not catzuki. i want my catzuki. im so sad! i have a somethings to talk about but i still dont feel like posting:

A) dwight met joel
B) the wrist pain i have
C) the picture of el condado
D) some school here or there
E) my recent achivements at greymatter and megabook
F) the "life of a puertorrican teen" webpage idea
G) recently downloaded songs

i dont want to to write still... i promise ill talk about all those things in the next post. maybe...

These are the lyrics to "We Didn't Start The Fire" by Billy Joel. Notice the lines in bold

Harry Truman, Doris Day, Red China, Johnnie Ray
South Pacific, Walter Winchell, Joe DiMaggio

Joe McCarthy, Richard Nixon, Studebaker, television
North Korea, South Korea, Marilyn Monroe

Rosenbergs, H-bomb, Sugar Ray, Panmunjom
Brando, "The King and I" and "The Catcher in the Rye"

Eisenhower, vaccine, England's got a new queen
Marciano, Liberace, Santayana goodbye

CHORUS
We didn't start the fire
It was always burning
Since the world's been turning
We didn't start the fire
No we didn't light it
But we tried to fight it

Joseph Stalin, Malenkov, Nasser aand Prokofiev
Rockefeller, Campanella, Communist Bloc

Roy hn, Juan Peron, Toscanini, dacron
Dien Bien Phu falls, "Rock Around the Clock"

Einstein, James Dean, Brooklyn's got a winning team
Davy Crockett, Peter Pan, Elvis Presley, Disneyland

Bardot, Budapest, Alabama, Krushchev
Princess Grace, "Peyton Place", trouble in the Suez

CHORUS

Little Rock, Pasternak, Mickey Mantle, Kerouac
Sputnik, Chou En-Lai, "Bridge on the River Kwai"

Lebanon, Charlse de Gaulle, California baseball
Starkweather, homicide, children of thalidomide

Buddy Holly, "Ben Hur", space monkey, Mafia
Hula hoops, Castro, Edsel is a no-go

U-2, Syngman Rhee, payola and Kennedy
Chubby Checker, "Psycho", Belgians in the Congo

CHORUS

Hemingway, Eichmann, "Stranger in a Strange Land"
Dylan, Berlin, Bay of Pigs invasion

"Lawrence of Arabia", British Beatlemania
Ole Miss, John Glenn, Liston beats Patterson

Pope Paul, Malcolm X, British politician sex
JFK, blown away, what else do I have to say

CHORUS

Birth control, Ho Chi Minh, Richard Nixon back again
Moonshot, Woodsto, Watergate, punk rock
Begin, Reagan, Palestine, terror on the airline
Ayatollah's in Iran, Russians in Afghanistan

"Wheel of Fortune", Sally Ride, heavy metal, suicide
Foreign debts, homeless vets, AIDS, crack, Bernie Goetz
Hypodermics on the shores, China's under martial law
Rock and roller cola wars, I can't take it anymore

CHORUS

We didn't start the fire
But when we are gone
Will it still burn on, and on, and on, and on...

I noticed it while listening to the song closely. Its like he predicted this would happen 12 years ago.

Billy Joel Page - Greatest Hits III

i just launched my first clique insectophobia for all of us out there who hate insects. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

i made a layout for dawn @ sourball.org. im on a layout string yey! i have alredy made 2 for this site. unless i give them away. (i dont think so :P ).

ive been listening to green day all day. while drinking diet coke (yum)...

i still dont feel like blogging

im downloading some songs. pod - "alive" just finished. that song rocks. im downloading billy joel. i just love that man! i have "piano man" and "we didnt start the fire" in my queue. childhood flashbacks!

im eating a bowl of oreo o's at the moment. yum. theres no school today. yey! small post. i dont feel like postin'

hey! peeps! believe it or not Holascope just got hosted @ sourball.org! just to think i only applied this morning... oh my goodness! thanks to dawn for hosting me. im going to move the site right away!

i've been very addicted recently to system of a down - chop suey. its a hell of a good song and i can sing it perfectly (except for the screaming).

last night i was searching for incubus at yahoo.com - bored out of my mind because of the smell. well yahoo also gives you alternative searches whenever you search for something. and one of those last night were "sucubbus incubus" earlier in the night i was at a site and i read the girl posted in her blog: "some guy called be a 'sucubbus' " i didnt knew what it was so i didnt give a damn. but hell, i was searching for incubus and "sucubbus incubus" appeared as an alternative search right? so i clicked it. i wanted to find out. when i get there i start reading on how "incubus" is a demon who molests women while they sleep (he has intercourse with them) and a "sucubbus" is a female version of it it molests men ... HELL weird. i knew i was going to freak out so i didnt read any further. at night i was freaking out, i couldnt go to sleep because of the smell and now because i read that some freak demon fucked women while they slept. o_O this morning i read it completely, and it said the incubus demon visited women who had done sexual sins and stuff-i-dont-do - i have had dreams that felt as thought i was having sex. they felt real damn it. maybe i was visited by the incubus demon...

well after i posted a comment on the above post i went to sleep (i went to bed lets say) just as i was getting comfy in my bed *sniff *sniff there is this gas like smell in the air. eww eww eww. i stay on bed for awhile until i cant take it anymore and go wake up mom and tell her. she's like "uuuh, i dont care. maybe its nothing *sniff *sniff" - theres the bad smell in her room too. so she tells me (ewww it smells really bad right now!) go to sleep, dont worry about it, goodbye. and im like "hello?!?! i cant sleep!" so i got to my room try to sleep but i just cant, i try to cover my head but i cant sleep with the covers on top of my head. the smells comes and goes. uhg its really bad. so i decided to come to internet since i aint going to do anything else until the smell fades away or something. i even turned off my air conditioner but it looks like its not it cause its still going on. i know this is a gas of somesort i have smelled it a school whenever there is a gas escape.

im afraid of going to sleep right now...

i just too that test and it said i was Zia McCabe in a past life whos that chick i dont know... but here its what it said:

You were Zia McCabe in a past life!. You're a bit of a free spirit and don't let conventions get in the way of a good time. You tend to act first and think later, which can sometimes get you into a bit of trouble, but it also helps in making you an interesting gal! You love making music, and being onstage is one of your favourite places to be!

i like the stage and that chick looks cool so im going to find out more...

i called dwight tonight. i had a nice time. we were remembering good times we had in junior high, goooood laughs. he told me there was a 12th grader at his school after him and im like "your supposed to be in 9th grade and 12th graders are after you! man!" (who came blame them dwight is a cutie :D haha! btw dwight is in 10th grade but he's a grade upfront -he wasnt skipped - he just took one month of prekinder and another month of kinder. instead of a 2 full years of both. so yeah dwight is a year younger than me)

if you have noticed that the index page everyday has something new. your correct. i've been joining cliques like crazy. its just fun fun fun.

yesterday i had a girl over from school. we had to do a english class project. she's a really nice girl. i had the internet on and dwight sent me a message thru msn. but i never noticed it until afterwards when i turned the internet off. so i called him and told me what had happened... he was like "heeeyyy, makin new friends huh? this time im going to let you go off easy because its a girl... but be sure to get her phone number, address, name and biography...." ^_^ hehe ... he's so nice.

you know what? im in a extremly cheerful mood today! :D for no apparent reason. i wasnt able to call dwight back because the girl (samaris) left at 10pm and bleh we didnt even finished. since we talked to so much ...

heeeyyy new pictures are up @ the digital cam files. its almost 1am ... i have to get some sleep

everything is fixed now. phew thanks to zavi for helping me out.

today i took my camera to school and took some pictures i still have to upload them. and hey, i even got a picture of joel :D (he looks like an idiot but something is something)

>_< damn this!!!! im hating this soo much! if you have been there before you can see there has been some changes here. layout, content, etc... well i just cant make this work correctly! for some reason the dates of -some- of the older posts dosent appear. i have changed the code like 50 times and it still wont work. i even took out the reblogger thingy. IT STILL DOSENT WORK!! >_< - if i could, i would kick this thing!!

-last night i was going to post this, but my mom had in her little mind not to let me connect to the internet-

now this terrorist attacks thing is getting serious...

i have never written this in here (well, i think i have but still...) my dad works for the florida national guard. if there IS going to be a war of any kind there might be a possibility they may activate him for it. i know part of the reserves have been activated but i dont know if he has been. i have yet to call him. no, i obviously DO NOT wish for my dad to be in a war. it is just scary. *sighs* i hate this, i really really do...

i was just watching the new and i one of the headlines said that the talisban goverment vowed to attack any country who aid the usa in war. that is just scary. not only puerto rico IS part of the usa but (i think) we are going to aid them. the marines and the biggest naval base the usa has reside here in pr. another reason to hate this, cause now im really scared. i just hope no one gets in their little minds to attack us (or any other country, part of the usa etc..).

you know what? i have always had a fear of this. always. ever since i understood the concept of "war", id hope i never had to live to any kind of it. and it just arrived.

...

on some happier notes. i got today a digital camera. it dosent exactly take high quality pictures but its fun to fool around with. clik here to open a page where i have collected all the pictures i have alredy taken.

can you believe this? i have been accepted as a co-webmaster @ if-only.net ... o_O this is unbelieveable ... Isabel (the owner of if-only.net) even offered to host my site! she liked it! that is weird ... but im so happy :0)

heres is a look at what the new holascope maybe.

blink 182 is on mtv talking about the terrorists attacks. theyre so nice!

i was listening to nirvana just now, i only turned the tv on to see if the wb was going to begin to show jerry springer. not yet -_-;;

yesterday at school we basically did; nothing, just goof off. the biology test was cancelled because there were 7 people absent and the teacher started rambling about how she couldnt give the exams today and blah blah. i dont care! it saved me from a another C o_o (i got a C at the last exam)

today i saw the prettiest rainbow in the sky after leaving school ... it made me so happy

like my new winamp skin *_* isint it puuurrdy?? i got it at lost my eyes to winamp skin dn angel is cuuute!! look at other ones dn angel and utena ...

nirvana "smells like teen spirit" is on vh1!! yeah! it seems they have run out of videos to show since they have no programming whatsoever

alex- some kid at my school told me yesterday there was no school because there was no water. i thought it was dumb reason to cancel classes at a school, but anything that makes not go is good :D im just hoping theres no water today!!!

yesterday i had fight with my good friend Rak. it was because of religion and the damn terrorists attacks. at least we were able to work it out and were on good terms now. i aint going to go on details of the fight. mtv is showing good music...

i listening to green day (along with sum41 and linking park)! wohoo! upbeat music! i wasdancing awhile ago. for some reason school was cancelled. i was walking there with jessica today and christian (the guy my sister has the hots for, not christian my best friend) told us class at the high school had been cancelled. we though he was joking... he sounded convincing, but we kept on walking. a little after a man in a truck, whos son is in the school said that the classes were cancelled. i tried calling the school to confirm it if this was true and why, but no answer. i aint complaining! :D

bethany from the clique im in, never backing down sent all the members this:





i thought it was nice... you may take it and place it in your page if you wish

blogger can go to hell with its linking thingy it was either that and only leaving the archive of the current month or not leaving the linking thingy and keep my archives. ill keep my archives thankyou...

o_O hell, im weird

having trouble with the linking thingy ... trying to fix it!

i reinstalled -reblogger (thats weird but the thruth). i didnt know what was happening and why it didnt work so i had it down for a few days but i was able to fix this. i also added the linking feature...

im tired.

my mom started crying when the US senators started singing "god bless america". this is ... i really dont have words to describe what has happenned today. i have a strong fear of security and wondering if its safe or not. i called dad and he told me the National Gaurd hadnt been activated. thanks goodness. like i was saying to my good friend Amanda earlier today, "i cant imagine someone who has -excuse me for this expression- the balls to actually do something like this". i just hope whoever did is will be found and punished for what it has done. whoever did this is not human! it dosent live! it has to be some sort of non-living abstract form... i cant believe a human has so much hatred in its heart to do this.

... my blog was listed at the blogger search for the terrorists attacks here

Ok, I bet you all alredy know that the US was attacked by freaky terrorists. My father is in the Naitonal Guard, sadly. I do not wish for it to be activated! (he lives in FL). This is hell scary who could do so much damage? And why? I'm actually considering that Puerto Rico should be better off as an independant country o_O This is surreal.

Oh my gawd!!! The TV is showing some impactating footage when the plane crashed into one of the buidlins...

I aint going to school...

if i did not post it i would hit myself you HAVE to visit this site www.engrish.com - it rawks

DAMMITTTTTTT i posted a nice long blog and for some fucking reason blogger didnt post it at ALL, damn it took me TIME to write it!!! TIME i tell ya TIME!!! AHHHHHH >_<

yesterday i went to eat with my uncles (luis and astrid) and their kids. we went to chilis when they got there they placed on both my sisters and my hand a pair of ballons that said "happy birthday" and then they placed a crown on my head o.O (yes, they were trying to humiliate me) i had to hang around the restaurant with the crown and ballons on. then they bought some desserts and the people from chillis sang happy birthday to my sister and me. that was fun! later on the day my mom went out so i told her to take victoria and yashira to the mall since i wanted to buy a cd player. so she did but victoria invited jessica, which i wasnt so-ok-with. i bought a sony walkman, a fake magnetic earring for the cartridge, i look spiffy in it. and the X movie! woohoo! finally i got it. i was blown-away. i had never seen such sad movie before and some stuff ticked me off (thinking, subaru dying in the first 5 minutes!!). the movie is obviously different from the manga. the give kotori an important roll and they change her name to "kotari" -which is the obvious fault of the english version. the FX are brutal just brutal!!! its kinda wacky and hard to understand if you dont have a clue about X, but its a truly spectacular movie.

i havent had time to post and so many things have happenned since friday (at 8AM!) - well remember that package my dad sent me? well, i went to pick it up yesterday at the post office. oh my goodness it was this HUGE box, when i opened it there was one of the big stereos inside! i freaked! its so cool, its one of those spiffy 3 CD changer with surround sound. awesome. just awesome. on friday i got a letter from tio chino and he sent me $100.00 !!!! o.O i also freaked. i alredy spent them :D I only have 2 bucks left from those I bought: 2 jeans, 2 shirts (from old navy) and a pair of vans tennis shoes - really cool ones. i went to eat pizza with raymond, dwight and christian! yey! raymond is like a foot taller and christian and dwight are around that mark too o.O after christian said he wanted to go to the movies so we went and saw Rush Hour II which was good. but nothing out of this world since it reminded of the first one. poor dwight had to see it again. but i had a fun time with them and raymond said he was going to do something for his birthday (which is on october 20th yikes!).

by the way like the new layout? its uthena and anthy from revolutionary girl uthena.

i havent had time to post and so many things have happenned since friday (at 8AM!) - well remember that package my dad sent me? well, i went to pick it up yesterday at the post office. oh my goodness it was this HUGE box, when i opened it there was one of the big stereos inside! i freaked! its so cool, its one of those spiffy 3 CD changer with surround sound. awesome. just awesome. on friday i got a letter from tio chino and he sent me $100.00 !!!! o.O i also freaked. i alredy spent them :D I only have 2 bucks left from those I bought: 2 jeans, 2 shirts (shirt A, from old navy) and a pair of vans tennis shoes - really cool ones. i went to eat pizza with raymond, dwight and christian! yey! raymond is like a foot taller and christian and dwight are around that mark too o.O after christian said he wanted to go to the movies so we went and saw Rush Hour II which was good. but nothing out of this world since it reminded of the first one. poor dwight had to see it again. but i had a fun time with them and raymond said he was going to do something for his birthday (which is on october 20th yikes!).

by the way like the new layout? its uthena and anthy from revolutionary girl uthena.