ok, i have fixed everything ... *sigh* now i'am going to find out why the HELL! those geocities banners ain't showing. i'm pissed off now, going to email geocities!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, so I made a new layout ... theres no information on me... for many reasons. But there is some if you put your mouse over the image.

I wonder why the f*ck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! geocities is not showing up those lil banners and making a "Done, but with errors on page" appear in my status bar!!!!! AHHH! I know its less annoying but... I don't like it when those warnings appear ... hmph! Its not my fault its been there a couple of days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im sooooooooo bored ... I think I'am going to make more wallpapers... yeh

im uploading the new layout ....

i was checking my website stats a few hours ago ... i had like 177 visitors and i bet that about 100 of those hits have been made by me... :0) let me make a site history:

november 2000 - i open up a scribble.nu diary called "amplify!" here
december 2000 to march 2001 - make the website a personal site. add a blog. change the name to "holascope".
march 2001 to april 2001 - the website had a temp home at pitas.com and i lost all my previous entries
april 2001 to present - the website has stayed the same though i have changed the url about 6 or 7 times (lol!)... well about 3 of those times it has been digitalrice.com fault...

i've been here @ geocities since June 29, 2001 (exactly 1 month) ...

i made a new layout. i will upload it soon, since school is starting i want to leave the website fresh ... this layout has been up for how long? *looks in her blog archives* 9 days .... it sucks alredy ... im so moody!

only 1 month for my birthday! woohoo! ...but only 1 week for school. dammit, i cant belive i have to start in a new school (not to mention, crappy, far away from where i live and full of problems). my mom said i had to walk about a mile everyday to go to school. the only thing i see good about this, is that its interlocking. i could either wake up very early in the morning and get out of school at 12 or wake up very late, enter school at 12 and get out at 4pm (i like waking up in the morning better... my mom can take me to school and i can make it home, watch TV, homework ... i like that one) ... i still don't know which is the system for 10th grade... I cant belive I'm in the 10th grade... I'am a sophmore! *knocks head againts desk* im so stoopid aint i?

ok. i have a new obsession: X. i now i have stated before that i liked it, but now i'm totally obsessed. i changed my desktop, aol screen name, and well -i have had x winamp skins for a looong time- i wonder why so many people hate kotori. she's sooooooo pretty! and kamui is just .... plain awesome ...

ill probably make a new layout. if so, its going to be X - HAHA! im such a freak.

for some odd reason im feeling weird... really weird.

ok, i have gotten over that zac hanson/anime thing - ok, a little ...

i need to update my MP3 list...

hmm still this afternoon i cant believe zac hanson likes japanese animation

i still cant believe zac hanson likes japanese animation +.+

ohh, i got a copy of a hanson.net chat transcript and i founded out something interesting read on:

savemetay20 asks: "What is your favorite Cartoon? Thanks! Olivia and Leanne".
Hanson answers: Johnny Bravo(Isaac) Japanimation (Zac)

zac likes japanese animation! woohoo! finally i have something in common with hanson! and with the one i totally adore! woohoo *sobs* i'm such a teennybopper! anyways i don't get this question:

dadsdarlin asks: "Okay guys, who is the most squeemish when it comes to blood and gore? Now be honest!!!!"
Hanson answers: I think it's definitely Isaac (Taylor)

Hanson will be soon having a chat with Michelle Branch. Since I don't have hanson.net (you have to pay to get hanson.net) I'm going to ask Anne (a friend of mine who does) to ask Zac what Japanese Animation he likes (i bet is something like dragonballz).

i skipped my moms work today! i have to go back on thursday tho! uhg ... summer is ending i probably start school on august 6th .. dammit.

I'm at my moms work ... this morning we had to take the cat to the vet since he wasn't ok. When we took him there he had a fever of 104 degrees. The doctor took some tests for Lucemia and AIDS (he thought the cat may have had those) my mom told me then if he had Lucemia we had to put him to sleep so I broke down in tears. Graciously the cat didn't have Lucemia or AIDS, He just had a virus (like dengue or something the doctor explain). The cat is now under the rule of Victoria (eek!).

My mom is somewhere... teehee I'm doing nothing. (well archiving papers but thats easy)

hmm i went to the mall to meet up with that girl but she stood me up ... anyways while i was there i got the new hanson video :D

yesterday i was watching the rugrats "all grown up" episode. it featured Tommy and the gang as 11 year olds; Angelica was 13. It was funny at the end cause Tommy said "well, you know now we have to wait 10 years until Angelica is finally nice to us" and Chucky responded (after Angelica had a fit because they had broken her "tapoikey machine [kareoke machine]" <- the close captions said that not me!) "Tommy? Is 10 years a long time?" - I remember when I was younger I used to watch the rugrats alllll the time. I love the opening song ^-^

tomorrow i'm going to work at my moms work so i can pay her for the hanson vid. tsk

i added a way to contact me :0)

i just realized there is no way to contact me. i always like new friends.

i'm still hanging around. adding final touches. i'm so bored. i don't know what the f*ck i'm going to do....

uhh its almost 1 in the morning... i added a new layout. like it? i kinda - sorta do. sum 41 is cool!

some new sections too yeh! ZzZzZ *millie has fallen asleep*

yesterday i took the "perfect anime man" test @ selectsmart check out my results:

X Chichiri from Fushigi Yuugi
* Morisato Keichi from Ah! My Goddess
X Kinomoto Touya from Cardcaptor Sakura
* Tamahome from Fushigi Yuugi
* Nagoya Chiaki from Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne
* Li Shaolan from Cardcaptor Sakura
X Gabriev Gourry from The Slayers
? Taikoubou from Senkaiden Houshin Engi
X Hotohori from Fushigi Yuugi

an >X means I didn't like him, a * means i liked him. theres one that has a ? next to it, it means i culdn't find any info on the series. so i don't know who he is. the rejected guys were either: ugly, old, or gay. there were 11 more. i took some other tests:

Which Sailor Scout Are You?

# 1 Moon
# 2 Chibi Moon
# 3 Venus
# 4 Pluto
# 5 Saturn
# 6 Star Maker
# 7 Chibi Chibi Moon
# 8 FireBall
# 9 Mercury
# 10 Star Fighter
# 11 Tuxedo Mask

I'm like Sailor Moon????? At least Saturn camed in 5th. Why the heck Tux. Kamen is there? I'AM A GIRL!

The Perfect Anime/Manga For You:

# 1 X/1999
# 2 Ayashi No Ceres
# 3 Clover
# 4 Sailor Moon
# 5 Fushigi Yuugi
# 6 Magic Knight Rayearth
# 7 Sorcerer Hunters
# 8 Tenchi Muyo/Universe/In Tokyo
# 9 Utena
# 10 Video Girl Ai

I wonder why the heck there is no DBZ... At least X/1999 is at the top! And SM is at 4.

Anyways, on sunday I'am going to meet this girl I met at Yahoo! Messenger. She's a Hanson fan (and she met Hanson, she showed me pictures! she's so damn lucky!), and lives here in Puerto Rico.

I'm going to go download more winamp skins ^-^ so addictive ; my mom is going to a party tonight so i'm probably going to take the night an upload a new layout i have made. tata!

why the heck none of my images show?? - geocities is being mean :( cause all the images appear in my FTP but they don't appear on the page! dammit

ok, i got the picture of bizzy d - he's good looking, but nothing out of this world...




this destiny childs dance on tv is too much too handle.

i'm reading this super funny blog. well, the guy (i'm guessing he's a guy. only men do this kind of stuff) takes notes of the jerry springer show while he's watching it. now THATS what i call boredom. its funnier to read the notes than the show itself! the url is: jerryspringer.blogspot.com . its in my favorites and i will link it.

today i realized that i could put my personal site here, along with the blog... dammit i don't know what the heck i'm gonna do.

last night saliva and sum41 where on MTV - it was soo cool! Bizzy D is hot... i'm looking for a picture of him to post.

i have a runny nose and an itch in my chin. i think its an allergy :( - this sucks!

i got a new personal website. i'm planning on joining it with the blog. but i need to get more webspace since kutieusagi only offers 10MB. which is not enough to all the crap i upload on my websites.

its hot out here: 98 degrees - *tsk* i hate that group

i got paint shop pro 7.02 demo version. so there will be a new layout coming soon, i'm going to make a new layout everyday, since it has a limited time. lol

those demons called the "telletubbies" are on TV! ahhhhh! imood is not working (why??)

i got hotbar toolbar check it out!:





it reminds me of milla jovovich - for some odd reason...

hey people! check out a picture of me, i took that day i went to the house with orphan girls! it was taken on June 16, 2001:






to see me you have to click on the picture. i don't want to force you people to see my ugly face unless you want too :)

hey i wanted to share this in my blog but i made good post at the hanson forums and i don't know nay better way to say this:

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yesterday while i was having fun with all you guys i suddenly (i mean suddenly) i had a HORRIBLE abdominal pain. my mom camed rushing from work took me to the doctor and doctor believed i had apendicitis... he said i had to go to the hospital get checked and if it WAS apendicitis and i had to be operated to get my appendix removed. i was SCARED!!! like, i NEVER , EVER get sick anmd suddenly i'am on the verge of operation! well, after i took a sonogram (not sure if its written that way) and they saw one of my ouvulms (not sure still) had turned in to a mass (its called a "quiste" in spanish) and exploded and that was what had cause the pain. the possibilities of an operation still existed but lesser.

i had a lousy day... just to get home and some girl at the forums called me a "bitch" (i bet it was because of that hanson and drugs post i made, i deleted it tho)

i just wanted to get that out of system. i haven't spoken to any of my friends, still. so i'm kinda down. not just post it in my blog bye now....

I HATE BEING A WOMAN

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i was just watching TRl and the backstreet boys camed out saying that AJ (the weirdo) had an alcohol and depression problem.always knew that guy was weird or something...

my uncle and fam is moving today to FL so were going to go say one last goodbye (aww.. NOT)

its hot out here

i wrecked my moms car yesterday... :(

Some girl asked me if I liked Zac Hanson... I don't think I have to answer that...

I'm going to go find out about this anime "wonderland" looks pretty cool...

I think I'm going to go on a diet; I'm too fat and too fed up. Hmph

I have Hanson fever!!!! :)