i was watching the show american idol, for the first time just now, and it's the most pathetic thing i have ever seen. it's a tie between the judges and the audience, who's the most pathetic of the two? i couldn't decide. the audience kept screaming like banshees, and the judges we're dagger's at each other. paula abdul said that the cranky judge (simon, i don't know his last name, he is a total asshole) was breast-fed by his father. that is THE lamest insult ever. and i can't talk much cause i suck at insulting people. but it dosen't mean i can't tell a good insult from a bad one and that guy deserves worse... actually the show is so bad is actually worth watching. it has it's pretty good moments, like today all the singer's sang "California Dreamin' ", the Mamas and the Papas song. it obviously didn't compare to the original but it was close.

today i was supposed to go to the zoo with veronica (and natalie and her sisters and her grandfather). but i wasn't really up for it. when i told mom about it she told me that if i didn't want to go i shouldn't go. so i called veronica with the lame excuse "mom says i can't go. sorry." and now i feel bad cause i didn't tell her the thruth, that i didn't want to spend 3 hours in a car with her sisters, and everybody else. (the zoo is in el carajo, fucking far away)

now onto saturday's bbq, or party or whatever it was. it was good. the best thing was that i played whatever music i wanted heheheheh, i wasn't going to let the 40 yr old's play salsa. i met some of my mom's high school friends. they we're cool, some of 'em. they treated me as if i was 12 years old though, and some we're some plain shit eaters. there was an actor who is filming a movie here in PR with jeff daniels. his wife is american and she was pretty nice, we talked about a bunch of things. the guy camed in my room and started playing my bass, and i told mark about this (for all of you who don't know mark is my online b/f) and i couldn't have said it better to him:

millie: one of the guys that camed over today was playing with my bass and he played pretty cool
mark: thats cool.
millie: even though he didnt know, supposedly
mark: i c.
millie: he knew how to play guitar. he was talking about all this notes and scale stuff
mark: interesting.
millie: and i was like 'yeah... yeah i understand', while in the back of my mind i was like 'what the FUCK is he saying'
mark: ahh yes.
mark: been through that before.
millie: i just didn't want him to go with the wrong impression of me
millie: he's an actor
millie: teeheehee
mark: ahh but of course.

while we are on the subject of mark. he camed back to life a few days ago, (he had disappeared, said he didn't have internet acess and that his messenger was 'acting goofy'). our conversations have been very funny, check this:

millie: i got a fish today
millie: my mom bought me one
mark: sweet.
millie: it's called Fred
millie: let's just hope Catzilla don't eat him
mark: no shit.
millie: catzilla and catzuki [other cat we lost] ate our perikeet Tito
mark: shit
mark: thats not kewl.
millie: lol
millie: yes, we only found what looked like a spine
millie: and some feathers, but no blood. we're guessing they ate him in one gulp
mark: damn
millie: mom reckons even the dog took a bite
mark: damn dirty dog.
millie: heeeeeey
millie: my dog is the best
mark: heeeey what ?
mark: ok
mark: sorry.
millie: even though she is believed to be a killer, she's the best.
millie: she's sleeping in my bed right now.
mark: see what i mean
millie: what do you mean?
mark: the dog is evil.
millie: :-@
millie: i'm gonna give you the silent treatment just for saying that
mark: no your not.
millie: if i was there, you would be so bruised
millie: yes i am
millie: ...
mark: no i would not
mark: you love me to much.
millie: -speechless-
millie: dammit. you win... :-@ :-@

he so sweet. hehehe. but he said Pepi was a 'damn dirty dog' grrrr

i made this quiz at quizyourfriends.com, (you can make a quiz about yourself, to see how much your friends know you.) well raymond's score was pathetic, he got a 50! he didn't even know my correct birthdate, dwight's was much better, he got 90, he only failed to know where i can be found on saturdays. veronica got 80, but i haven't had her scoreboard sent to me. she says she closed the window too soon. (i know she got 80 cause she told me). i still can't believe ray got a 50, a 50! i got an 80 on his test... that makes me want to KILL him. arg.