im starting to get worried about mark. we havent spoken since last thursday. part of it was my fault, but yesterday and today i've been on and he hasnt. i've also been checking the iowa news (especially the orbituaries lol) to see if theres something. that made me think. what if someday i die? how the hell will you people know? thats so deppresing. im not hoping to die in the near future tho ... eek!